I decided to get off my meds. I am a month 'clean' and what a month. Anti depression pills sure work, they just numb you, so now I get to re-learn how to be human, how to adjust thinking and emotions. It is tricky!! Oddly as I surfed the internet I ran across some infor that Benadryl happens to help dt's...SCORE! two birds one stone my allergies and dt symptoms. They are no picnic and I feel for those who are addicted to worse. Of course I also have a brief experience with pain pill addiction. Wow who would've thought I know?? Little 'ole me. hahahaha I miss my boys. Their hugs and laughter. The talks we had. They are grown and doing their thing.
Matt loves AZ and is STOKED to be a pilot- new major in college and he hasn't even started! Go for it I say! James sweet James is doing fine in Argentina. New companion and area. New trials and personal growth. I am glad he has a sweet gal to give him additional support. Josie is coming in about amonth to live with us and get some schooling. I hope we don't drive her crazy!! Always a possibility. Melissa is growing in a direction I haven't a clue on how to handle. She tells me 'there is nothing wrong with her' yet her new evaluation and those who know her, know different. How frustrating it must be to be in her skin... I am at a loss as to what direction to guide her, She seems so unhappy and aren't we here for joy?? Where is hers? Oh well Saturday whe will be happy as Justin Bieber is playing in SLC. And since I am the 'coolest mom around' get to go with her...contemplating ear plugs..... ;)
This Sunday marks a huge and wonderul day, our 25th wedding anniversary!! Who in all the land would have thought that we could and DID make it this far??!!! It seems like yesterday, yet the age of the kids tells me different. I love my man more now than then. Crazy how that happens. He is truly a Saint! He is so good for me. I am proud to be Eternally his. Hopefully he thinks the same, I feel that he got jipt in the deal...but he assures me not. See? A Saint. I am going to school faithfully, it isn't too bad. Interesting mostly and my grades are pretty good 3.88. But I wonder if I will see a benefit to all this?? The world seems such a mess. I hope that somehow we are pulled from the brink we seem to be steamrolling toward. I try to do the day to day thing. But sometimes that blasted Big Picture takes over and you just kringe.
Oh and FYI in case you don't know I am a confirmed GleeK!!!! I love that show.
Oh and Dana, Whitney and I saw Eclipse, yes even Dana! He says he now understands why the girls are addicted to it! hahaha He said it was good. I am sooooo glad it was better than the first two. I love my roses in the front of my house.. so many colors and scents. I miss my friends from Vegas.. some are there some have left also. I love my primary class, but miss YW. All a time and season. And just to end me randomness...Love Micheal Buble's voice!!!
Ha I guess no one should ever ask what I am thinking....very dangerous random and flighty. wHeW!!